Monday, June 18, 2012

3-25-12 - The Amazing Gift of Grace


3-25-12
Jerusalem

Psalm 51
            Have mercy on me, o God, according to your steadfast love; according to your abundant mercy blot out my transgressions.  Wash me thoroughly from my iniquity and cleanse me from my sin.  For I know my transgressions, and my sin is ever before me.  Against you, you alone, have I sinned and done with is evil in your sight, so that you are justified in your sentence and blameless when you pass judgment.  Indeed, I was born guilty, a sinner when my mother conceived me. 
            You desire truth in my inward being, therefore teach me wisdom in my secret hear.  Purge me with hyssop and I shall be clean; wash me and I shall be whiter than snow.  Let me hear joy and gladness; let the bones that you have crushed rejoice.  Hide your face from my sins, and blot out all my iniquities. 
            Create in me a clean heart, O God, and put a new and right spirit within me.  Do not cast me away from your presence, and do not take your holy spirit from me.  Restore to me the joy of your salvation, and sustain in me a willing spirit.  Then I will teach transgressors your ways, and sinners will return to you.  Deliver me from bloodshed, O God, O God of my salvation, and my tongue will sing aloud of your deliverance.
            O Lord, open my lips, and my mouth will declare your praise.  For you have no delight in sacrifice, if I were to give a burnt offering you would not be pleased.  The sacrifice acceptable to God is a broken spirit, a broken and contrite heart, O God, you will not despise.
            Do good to Zion in your good pleasure; rebuild the walls of Jerusalem, then you will delight in right sacrifices, in burnt offerings and whole burnt offerings; then bulls will be offered on your altar.

While on internship, I was able to attend the national youth gathering in New Orleans.  Thousands of Lutheran youth filled with Superdome, brought together by a love of God and a desire to serve.  One of the speakers during the gathering was Jay Bakker, son of Tammy Faye and Jim Bakker.  One could easily tell that he was nervous, being surrounded by so many people, but there he stood and let us know how good we Lutherans have it.  He let us know that growing up he had never heard of the idea of grace.  He had not heard that God loved him solely because he is a child of God, he had only heard that he was not good enough and had to be perfect in order for God to show him any mercy.  Hearing of God’s grace, of God’s love and mercy, which we take so much for granted having heard of it our entire lives, was a life changing experience for Him, just as it was for Martin Luther, and just as it can be for many others, if only they hear about God’s grace.
The psalmist for today’s psalm had much the same experience as well.  He knew that he was a sinner from even in his mother’s womb, there as not a day that he was not a sinner, much like us.  None of us is perfect, none of us can claim to be anything but a sinner.  Our actions do nothing but heap condemnations upon us, yet God still gives us grace and mercy, God still loves and cares for us.  It can be easy to believe ourselves as better than this, as if we are good saints instead of sinners.  We can cling to comparisons, saying that we are better than Hitler or Manson or bank robbers, yet we are all still sinners, all worthy of nothing but destruction.  Under our own power, we are worthy of nothing besides destruction.  But God acts in order to save us from that destruction, saves us from ourselves.  Through our Baptisms God makes us into new beings.  We die to the sinners that we were and are raised alongside Christ as saints and we are filled with the Holy Spirit.  Each day this baptism is renewed by God, not through our own actions but by God’s amazing grace.  Each day we are made new and our hearts are cleansed and we are given the joy of knowing our salvation.  Each and every day we are shown forgiveness by our loving God .
            And yet it can be difficult for us to go and spread that good news of God’s love.  It can be embarrassing or frightening to let people know that we are Christians or that we are enthusiastic about God.  We don’t want to be seen as some holy roller, Jerry Falwell type that is out of touch with the world today. We don’t want to break that rule that states that to have civil conversation, we can’t talk about politics, money, or religion.  All we want to do is fit in, not stick out, because the nail that sticks out gets the hammer.  Yet what does the psalmist say?  O Lord open my lips and my mouth will sing your praise.  Outside of worship, how often would we say those words, how often do we want to sing God’s praise, how often do we want to go tell it on the mountain that Jesus Christ has come and has saved us, that God Himself emptied himself, took upon himself the life of a slave to all people, and has saved us through his sacrifice.  It can be a very frightening thing, to share our faith with people.  There is a constant fear of rejection, that we will be looked down upon or avoided.  Yet we are called to do so, we are called to rejoice in God’s mercy and to proclaim God’s love for us.  Why?  Because people need to hear it, people need to know that they are love and that there is hope for the future, not just the chance to become wormfood in our coffins. 
            Yes we are sinners, our very cores are filled with sin as is the world around us.  Sin reaches into every aspect of our lives and corrupts and corrodes is.  When we do good works or are even asked to, we weigh them against the benefits that we will receive as well.  We look towards our own pleasure, even when it means death and destruction for people that we will never see, through our consumerism and ignorance.  We take life and the world for granted, instead of reveling in the wonder of God and the joy that God brings and the majesty of God’s creation.  We turn our hearts continually away from God, with hardly a look back except for Sunday mornings, and still God loves and cares for us, and still God has mercy upon us because we are His beloved children.  No matter how royally we mess up in our lives, God is still there to support and care for us, even if our families and our friends leave us behind and scorn us, God is still there holding onto us and comforting us.         When we see that hold upon us, when we see God’s love and compassion for us, truly see and feel it, we are changed.  In that instant we see God’s activity in our lives and we see the changes and the cleansing that God has upon our hearts and we are made new, we begin to live with the Spirit instead of fighting against it.  Only god has this power, this power to change us from the sinner into the saint, the power to make our hearts whole and our will to be in accordance with His, that we may care for our brothers and sisters, but human and animal.  It is God, not us, who makes us into faithful people and followers of Christ,
 it is God and only God who has the power to push back the darkness of this world, to break the bonds of Sin that hold us down and pulls us into doing that which we do not wish to do, those things that we know are against God and yet we do them, the gossiping and slandering and addictive behaviors and self-importance that infects our lives and our hearts.  And God does these things out of love for us and out of God’s desire to be close to us at all times, to suffer alongside us and to lift us up when all hope appears to be lost. 
            This is the message that so many need to hear, that there is one who will be with them through everything, even beyond death God is there to care for us.  It can seem to be too good to be true, that God would love even the worst of us, yet it is.  And in thankfulness to God for loving us so much, we offer ourselves to Him, we give God our hearts and our bodies in order that He may be glorified.  That is the meaning of God’s Work, Our Hands.  We do the work of God because that is our truest offering to Him.  We love because God first loved us and we serve because god first served us, not to earn anything for ourselves or to gain His love.  We are given the gift of God’s grace freely, free of any and all cost, because of love.  Could there possibly be anything more amazing that we should rejoice about or that we should proclaim to others?  I think not, and I give thanks to God for all that He has done, for cleansing our hearts, for making us alive in Him instead of dead in Sin, and for supporting and loving us through it all.  May we now not be afraid and go out and open our mouths to sing God’s praise and to help people see the joy that life has to offer in Jesus Christ, our Lord and Savior. 

Amen.

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